I
find myself in the occasional religious debate, often trying to help someone to
understand why religion should not be pressured on anyone, especially if the
fundamental practice of the religion argues against the truth of other beliefs.
This, I find, conflicts with many who believe they are part of the “one
true religion.” No matter where the conversation starts, it leaves off
with the person I disagree with feeling assured that their personal bias is
justified by their god and that I must not understand. Surely, they must
think, I was never “saved,” never a believer, never had faith like theirs.
In a way, they are right; in another, they are wrong. This is a
story of how I decided where to place my faith.
While
being raised in a Southern Baptist Church, not far from the Creation Museum,
and close enough to the eventual home of the Ark constructed by the same
company (so that my father sees the gargantuan attraction every time he drives
to work) I was taught that all other religious beliefs and many scientific
theories were not valid because they disagreed with the literal interpretation
of God’s word in the Bible. I had often worried greatly for the souls of
those who didn’t have my valuable knowledge, and always had a terrible time
trying to understand how dinosaurs could have walked the earth before Adam and
Eve, even though the first humans had been made during the first week of the
earth’s “creation.” My preacher referred me to Ken Ham, a man from Australia
who had come all the way to Kentucky to find people to build his museum and
later his Old Testament theme park. I can’t blame people for becoming
excited by these attractions; after all, I followed Creationism for some time,
mostly because I knew the people in my life would never lie to me, though I
hadn’t yet understood that they could be wrong at times.
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| Miranda Mason - Class of 2019 |
The
church discouraged us from taking scientific concepts too seriously and had
occasionally mocked scientists who studied evolution in front of children to
impress upon us that evolution was ridiculous. Of course, I later went on
to learn that they had absolutely no idea what evolution was, and didn’t bother
to find out before ridiculing it. Don’t think that these people are bad;
in fact, they have all the best intentions. They truly believe that
children need to defend themselves from the world of falsehoods and
misunderstandings. The problem is that they refuse to consider the idea
that they might have misunderstandings in their own beliefs.
I
managed to rinse away the misinformation with education. I learned about
the Scientific Method, and found that Scientists never make assumptions unless
they have evidence to confirm even those. In fact, the Scientific Method
is a specialty of the human brain in nature. It is why babies throw
things; it is believed by some experts in childhood brain development that
babies are curious to see if every time something isn’t supported it falls.
They find the newly discovered concept of gravity entertaining, and grow
up to ask “How?” and “Why?” Then unfortunately, many go on to be forced
to believe things without reason. They are told what to wear, what to
eat, and what to think, just because their elders believe that the best way to
protect children is to make sure they follow arbitrary rules set down by men
thousands of years ago in order to control the common men of the age. When
these kids ask, “Why is the sky blue?” they are likely told, “God made it
that way.” For many kids, this is the start of the crushing of their
curiosity. They learn that in life you don’t really need answers, only blind
faith.
I
was never good at blind faith. I loved detective stories, and wanted to
think like a Sleuth. A Sleuth never settles for a conclusion until they
have undoubtable proof. They think through everything they know before deciding
something is true or someone is guilty. They would never take a secondary
source as proof in and of itself, without evidence from the scene of the crime.
So, I was a bad believer. I was the kind who asked the preacher to
make it allowed to raise our hands and ask questions during sermons, the one
who played Devil’s Advocate, and was never satisfied with an explanation that
didn’t give me any reason to believe it. I really tried to believe as I
was instructed, to do everything right, but it always felt hollow, and thus, I
believed I was not trying hard enough. Though I did believe in that
religion for a time in my life, I don’t think I ever believed it in the way that
I was expected to. I did, however, take many things Jesus said to heart.
I adored his lessons of kindness and forgiveness and hope and love.
I could believe in acting out of those, just not the whole book so
literally.
An
especial reason I found it difficult to blindly follow was that so many people
were so very sure that they practiced the “one true religion.” So many
people told stories that were both very similar, yet very variable. I
began to wonder how any one of them could truly believe that theirs, and
not the thousands of past and present religions beside theirs, was the only one
that was right. I realized that I
couldn’t base my entire life around one story that seemed only as plausible as
many other conflicting ones. It seemed
too conceited to believe that only I, and people who were raised and taught as
I was, could be correct. That was to
throw away the knowledge and dreams of most of the people who have ever lived
on this earth. I couldn’t believe in
something so arbitrarily, without any real evidence that made it better than
other beliefs.
I do
not deny that a deity could exist. I
admit that anything might be possible, but I don’t have enough knowledge to
know what the exact truth is, and neither do the people who claim to. I don’t think anyone has the right to tell
others what they must put their faith in, because faith is one of the most
precious things we can give, and one that defines who we are. No one should define who a person is except
that person himself. So, there is no
point for me to theorize over the existence of such a being or to put pressure
on others to do so. It is also not my
job to deny that faith to anyone. What I
can do and I hope others do, is try to find truths that we can all see, that
have evidence and reason that give them power, not just blind faith. I find much comfort in what can be known.
I do
believe in good Philosophy, which is willing to admit, when better proof is
found, to being wrong. Philosophy is based on reason, not blind faith,
and changes with new discoveries and ideas. It is very much like a
detective forming theories based on their knowledge, logic, and evidence, while
many branches of fundamental religion are very much like a corrupt and lazy
cop, accusing a suspect before looking at evidence, not bothering to
investigate further, and denying the very idea that they could be wrong.
Personally, I would much rather have the fact-driven detective taking
care of my neighborhood. And Philosophy and Science, while not gods,
reveal some very special things about human beings.
Science
shows compelling evidence to support the Theory of Evolution. (Keep in
mind that science uses the word theory differently than the public.
Instead of a guess, in science the word “theory” is used for findings
which are widely supported by evidence, such as the Theory of Gravity. To
say the “Theory of” is to imply the thing to be as sure as imaginable,
substantiated by repeated tests and data, but open to further discussion when
it comes to smaller details.) The Theory of Evolution argues that all
living things began as a soup of accidental organic chemicals on the young
earth. This organic soup slowly developed into microorganisms, which could
only survive by being well suited for the dangerous environment they were in.
The ones which had unique traits that allowed them to survive reproduced
and made more like them.
Over
time, many generations would come and go, with those whose genetic material
coded for the most helpful attributes surviving. Mutations occurred,
introducing diversity and new traits here and there. Over eons, the many
unicellular organisms took over the earth and some became multicellular.
The multicellular all became different due to mutations: plant-like,
animal-like, fungal, and kept developing and diversifying. Each
successful trait was passed on through generations and developed diverse
species, and only the most well adapted would survive to pass on their traits.
Fast-forwarding, there were countless rounds of evolution, creating
incredible species, such as dinosaurs, which when destroyed in natural
disasters, gave way to other rounds of evolution, different animals and plants
taking over the world. The latest round of evolution produced many
advanced species of primates; we, homo sapiens, meaning wise human, were
the most successful of the primates, and took over the niches of the other
advanced primates, and spread out over the world. We stood out among
animals by far.
We
became builders, farmers, inventors. We did the most peculiar things to
survive, and those things are our strength. The intelligent, the social,
the hard-working: these are the humans who survived and gave rise to those who
exist now. We can dream and bring the dreams into being. If this is
so, where did religion come from? Well, living in a world and not knowing
anything can be very scary. People want to know where they come from, why
the world is like it is, and what gives them purpose. This questioning is
the result of the advanced intelligence that makes us different from so many
other animals (it’s how we came to be at the top of the food chain despite our
squishy, delicate bodies). And, of course, when we don’t know the answer,
just like asking why the sky is blue, we make an answer: God. Humans’ brains
are so smart that storytelling is second nature. So, early people made
stories of where we came from, and when they needed to introduce order into
their affairs, they made rules, and when the rules needed enforcing, they went
into the stories that people were already passing around. Many of the
similarities found between myths are related to the similarity found in human
brains, behavior, and experience.
Man made
God in his image, and in the image of the creatures and natural features of the
environment around him. Gods were made
to give us strength, purpose, hope, and other valuable characteristics that
helped us to become more than just animals. Humans, in this way, are the
creators, each capable of designing whole worlds within their imaginations, and
determined to make the worlds as real as imaginable. All the most interesting people in history
have had that boldness to write their stories into the real world and explore
the meaning of humanity through them. Humans aspire to tell the greatest
story ever told.
Humanity
has a plight. We are intelligent enough to desire to know our purpose,
but often slow to realize that it is our ability to seek purpose that assigns
us one. We evolved to be reasonable, to think things through, and many people
attribute that uniqueness to the higher blessings of a god, and it’s so
incredible that I can’t blame them. However, every animal has unique
characteristics, interesting designs that can be interpreted as the gift of a
god and/or the need for specific traits to fill a specific niche in the
environment. Just because the latter reason sounds less thrilling at
first doesn’t mean that it is any less meaningful. Maybe we aren’t chosen
especially by a god, but that doesn’t mean that our ability to reason isn’t a
gift of nature or that our lives aren’t meaningful. We have the ability
to decide what we want from life. As a species, we have advanced past
survival. We have the technology and resources, so that if we were to
band together and choose to take care of all the people of the world, we could.
Unlike other animals, we choose to fill our time with activities that are
superfluous to survival: art, music, science, law, etc.
How
we choose to live our lives is up to us. We define what is meaningful to
us. I’ve been asked before by religious friends, “If you don’t follow the
rules of a god out of goodness or fear of punishment, then what keeps you from
living completely selfishly, in a survival-of-the-fittest lifestyle?” My
answer is simple enough: I choose.
Why should we live selfishly if we have made great leaps and bounds by
working with others? Consider another question for someone who looks at
the world the way I do: why should someone like me want to protect an
endangered species? Simply put, nature is full of brilliant little
accidents. Higher order and uniqueness are valuable because the chance of
any one thing developing in nature is so slim. That’s why human life
matters so much, why every individual is so precious, because the combination
of genetics, environment, experience, brain chemistry, raising, etc. produces a
person so unique that there will never be another quite the same. In our
evolution, we became dependent on one another, on the diversities and
intricacies of different people to develop a higher order outside of flesh and
blood. We have done ugly things in our history, but we have also made
most wonderful things by working together to take advantage of the chance of
nature. The world is a better place for
humankind today than it has ever been (from a net total perspective). We must
help each other to keep making wonderful advances. Love thy neighbor,
because love gives people strength to push past toil to make a greater tomorrow
together.
What
about after death? I cannot know what happens in any realm outside of the
immediately physical one when we die. I do anticipate an afterlife
though. The wonderful thing about studying the universe via science is
that it reveals many beautiful truths. For instance, the molecules that
my body is made of will be broken apart and dispersed once I’m dead. The
things I am made of will be reshaped and recycled by the earth in the same way
that they have been countless times before. I am made from the same
materials that previous living creatures were. Someday long after my
death, I may contribute to the growth of a flower that a young lover hands to
another, or a bit of the carbon now in my heart may be found in the iris of a
child’s eye. And perhaps someday, long after our planet dies, our sun
fades, our galaxy collides with others, and our universe implodes in the “Big
Bounce,” every molecule of everything that has ever been a part of our universe
will expand outward again, creating a new universe with new galaxies, new
stars, new planets, new oceans, new lands, new living creatures, new
intelligent beings, and new wonders of chance, made up of the same matter that
we are.
Every
life form on far-off planets that we never knew existed, every enemy we swore
against, every person we loved, every mountain we aspired to climb, every
disease we feared, every constellation that we admired, and every inspiration
we carried in our hearts and minds will be one with us, and everything will
begin again.
That’s
more than enough for me.
Unfortunately,
my belief in this, while reasonable and beautiful and hopeful, while
encouraging me to be kind and giving me comfort, is not enough for many people
I care about. For many of those who believe they practice the one “true”
religion, I am a heretic, surely damned to the pits of hellfire because I don't
believe in the flames. I understand why they think this, because people
have been telling them the same story all their lives, and they have been told
to interpret it literally, rather than literarily. I don't want to disappoint
them, but even if I saved the world, I'd still have failed to believe, and that
is enough to discredit me.
How
do we teach people to respect other beliefs, when so many believe that to allow
other beliefs is to betray their own?
How
do we unite so many who don't believe in each other?
I
think we must wake up and smell the logic, and recognize that we are bigger
than the stories we tell. They are often wonderful stories that should be
shared, that teach valuable lessons, and train some good habits. They are
important to our history and for many they give hope that is necessary to face
troubles in life, but they should not be a source of strife, nor determine how
we live together, without taking other things into consideration. They
shouldn’t overcome the knowledge and common goals we share.
As
for myself: I’ve been reading a story, Life of Pi, which hints that my
belief system is the worst, because it has no leap of faith. I adore the
book, for it acknowledges the weaknesses and strengths of religions. I
like it because it points out that atheists and all theists are brothers and
sisters in faith, because it requires a leap of faith from the peak of the
known to proclaim to know whether there is or is not a god. An agnostic,
however, is depicted as not being able to make up their mind, not being able to
take a leap. I would argue that sometimes this is true, but it is only
half an argument. Just because Agnosticism does not require a leap of
faith into the great beyond, outside of the senses, does not mean that I cannot
leap. It leaves things open, but I can decide what to put faith in
without knowing if there is a god.
My
leap of faith is into the future, for humanity. I fill the coffers of the
future generation, I beg forgiveness from posterity for all my faults, I offer
up my life, my love, and all that I am to our children. I put faith in
fellow people, in a better tomorrow. I trust story-tellers with all my
heart, and lean not on my own understanding. In all my ways, I
acknowledge dreamers, for they will direct our paths. Amen.
Miranda Mason, a sophomore student from Corinth, Ky., studies biology, liberal studies and political science.
Miranda Mason, a sophomore student from Corinth, Ky., studies biology, liberal studies and political science.
