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By Karmyn Jones
For the past few months, I have avoided thinking about graduation. Unfortunately, that’s not something I can put off forever. I am required to consider my next steps, and part of that is preparing to graduate from the University of Louisville in May 2026. I still have one semester left, so while I know I need to think about it, I’m choosing to ignore the fact that I will soon be leaving this city behind.
It shouldn’t be this hard; I’ve already done it once. When I first came to college, I left my parents, my five-year-old sister, my friends, and the town I grew up in. I think this time feels harder because I thought I would be going home afterward. Unfortunately, that’s not the path I’m on. The realization that I won’t return to what feels familiar makes the idea of leaving even more bittersweet and forces me to confront just how much this chapter of my life has meant to me.
When I first came to Louisville, up until about six months ago, I said I hated living in the city and couldn’t wait to leave. But after a lot of reflection, I now realize how much I love this city and everything it has given me. It feels bittersweet knowing that I will likely be moving somewhere I don’t know anyone. I will have to make new friends and find new places. I’ve done it before, so I know I can do it again. It just feels so scary and sad that I won’t be staying, and I won’t be going home.
Even though the thought of leaving is overwhelming, I also feel a quiet excitement about the future. I’ve grown more than I ever realized—more independent, resilient, and self-aware. This next chapter is another chance to challenge myself, discover new places, and meet new people. While it’s hard to leave behind what I love, I know that the lessons, memories, and strength I’ve gained here will carry me forward. Growing up isn’t easy (and it's definitely not something I want to do), but I’ve learned that change can be both terrifying and beautiful, and I am ready to embrace it.
Karmyn is a McConnell Scholar at the University of Louisville in the class of 2026. She is studying neuroscience and political science.